EVERYDAY'S HAPPENINGS
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
It's almost 4 in the morning
I was sleeping soundly
Before that I was watching some shows
Cant get to bed
stop watching around 3plus
my dad woke up'
went to work w/o fails
I sleep and he wakes up
Coz` of the living
he has to wake up early sometimes
Started to think of how hard my father worked
for the living
I cried.
Wondering when will i grew up
to help him with the living
Being the eldest sister
I feel so hopeless
Lil` brother mixed with wrong company
Smoke with them
Caught him smoking alone
Never thought that i will see this
But I cant pretend i didnt
What to do to help him?
I can only see him regret of what he did
Try to talk to him
it seems useless.
Let god help me then
Sad coz of my family stuffs
But I have to move on
to support my brother
as he is going on to the wrong path.
- my valentine